Sensorship Sucks

I just wrote a long post that my husband has informed me I would be foolish to publish. It is extremely judgmental and could potential upset people. Thing is, I know that he is right. I don't think I will publish it. Ooooooo, but I want to. I want to soooooo badly.

It isn't about one person in particular or anything. It is about most people and includes most everyone I know. This is the time when I wished that I blogged under a false name. But I don't and so people would know I was talking about them and probably never talk to me again.

So, not sure what I should blog about today. Something sweet and polite, I suppose. Vancouver is rainy. Ate two desserts the size of my head yesterday. Have completely run out of money, already. Attended an entrepreneur group yesterday that reminded me that I don't really know what it is I want to be doing with the rest of my life. Miss my house. Feeling a bit stressed out about our wedding party. Also wondering if I am going to have anywhere to stay during my Applause Christmas contract. Seeing Shelley today. Looking forward to the Island. Back is hurting from sleeping on floors and in tents. Thinking of attending the PNE tomorrow. Wishing I had a billion dollars.

Good news has befallen Leon, which is a positive thing to talk about. He has been offered the role he came here to audition for and it is a role that he is thrilled to have. Thing is, it will separate us for eight weeks and doesn't pay well enough to fly me out to see him or for him to come back. It will fall, if he decides to do it, on our first year wedding anniversary and I can't lie and say that I don't note the irony of that. I wouldn't want to be with anyone else, but sometimes I can't help but wish that Leon suddenly wanted to become a teacher or a jewelry maker or an investment banker. Or even a dentist. I would be okay with dentist. Ah well, at least he knows what makes his heart sing. For that, I envy him and will just have to hope we become good at writing love letters and masturbating.

Sorry, but I had to say at least ONE shocking thing.