40 Questions, 40 Answers

[one] Who was your last 4 texts from?
Martine, Leon, Leon, Leon. I don't have that many friends.

[two] Where was the last picture of you taken?
Lying in my makeshift bed on Jessi's floor, Kitsilano.

[three] What's your middle name?
Joan. My mother's name.

[four] Your current relationship status?
I am extremely married. Really, truly married. It is still bizarre to me.

[five] Does your crush like you back?
Yes. We will always crush on each other, him and I, even though we live separate lives.

[six] What is your current mood?
At peace. Content.

[seven] What's your mom's middle name?
My mother's full name is Helen Cecilia Joan - named after saints, raised in a Catholic family.

[eight] What color shirt are you wearing?
Chocolate brown. Over top I have my Europe Red sweater jacket because BC is FRIGGIN' COLD.

[nine] Are you bored?
When I have my MacBook with me, I am never bored.

[ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
Sure. Yes. I know, I know, we are all supposed to be perfectly okay with our pasts since they are what got us to the Now and the Now is all we have, but if I could go back and un-hurt some of the people I hurt badly, I would, regardless.

[eleven] Where was the last place out of town, that you went to?
Um, hmmmm, I am out of town right now. I am in Chemainus tonight, today I was in Nanaimo and this morning I was in Vancouver. Soon I will be on the Sunshine Coast and then I may be signing up for therapy to find out why I don't like staying in one place for long.

[twelve] Ever had a near death experience?
Nope.

[thirteen] Something you do a lot?
Organize shit. I organize my time, I organize my thoughts, other people's mess, my husband's suitcase, the car, my files. Organizing for me is fun...like playing an awesome video game.

[fourteen] Do you have a fondness for gnomes?
No. In fact, I have no love for gnomes at all. I think we are all too enamored with fantastical, fictional things instead of being fascinated by what's real and right in front of us.

[fifteen] Who can you tell anything to?
Leon. My husband. God, am I lucky.

[sixteen] Name someone with the same birthday as you?
My niece Emma!!!!!

[seventeen] When was the last time you cried?
It was a few weeks ago, for no reason at all, sitting in the dark in a tub. I also cried in character for Send In The Clowns, but I doubt that counts.

[sixteen] Where are you right now?
Sara-Jeanne's basement apartment in Chemainus.

[nineteen] If you could have one super power what would it be?
Teleportation. So that I could be one place in one minute and then in another location the next. It would be so helpful and freeing without causing too much disruption in my life.

[twenty] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
Their energy.

[twenty-one] Who is your favorite celebrity train wreck?
I don't watch TV and hardly watch movies and really don't have an answer for this question. Thank God.

[twenty-two] What is a theory that you believe?
We are co-creators of our entire life experience.

[twenty-three] Favorite colour?
Hot Pink.

[twenty-four] What is one thing that annoys you on TV?
ON TV? Or ABOUT TV? On TV...violence and shows that use the downfall of others as entertainment. ABOUT TV - the fact that people use TV as yet another drug to numb themselves so that they don't have to feel.

[twenty-five] Do you still like kiddy movies?
Oh, I like those teen movies...you know, like Hanna Montana Takes Hollywood and stuff like that. Another secret revealed.

[twenty-six] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Nothing. In fact, I have a stomach ache from eating at over one million restaurants since getting here to BC. I am officially sick of eating out.

[twenty-seven] Do you speak any other language?
No. And I beat myself up about it all the time.

[twenty-eight] What's your favorite smell?
Lilacs in the spring, Leon anytime at all, a clean house.

[twenty-nine] Describe your life in one word?
ADVENTURE.

[thirty] Have any tattoos?
I believe tattoos are the work of the devil. Just the way that I believe alcohol and cigarettes are gateway drugs, people should be arrested for smoking pot and the use of any other foreign substance in one's body is a cry for help. (LOL...suppose I have an issue with being a bit too judgmental).

[thirty-one] What are you looking forward to the most?
Right now, getting back to my house. My clean, pretty, sweet little house. Oh, and my wedding party on the 6th.

[thirty-two] What are you thinking about right now?
How, actually, I am a little more stressed than excited about my wedding party. I think it was a good thing that I ended up having a 4 minute insta-wedding or I would have been a basket case.

[thirty-three] What should you be doing?
Probably lunges. Or meditating.

[thirty-four] Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
My friend's lame ass ex boyfriend.

[thirty-five] What are you listening to?
Lost. Leon has discovered it and is watching it non-stop these days. He is on Season One, Episode 17. *sigh*

[thirty-six] Do you like working in the yard?
Yes, more than I though I would.

[thirty-seven] What colour are your nails?
A brown-ish-i've-been-living-on-the-floors-of-my-friend's-houses-for-too-long grey.

[thirty-eight] Do you act differently around the person you like?
Leon? Or generally when I am around an attractive man? Yeah, sure. My thing is that I start talking too much. Imagine that!

[thirty-nine] What is your natural hair color?
Ash Blonde. AKA a greenish grey beige.

[forty] Why did you cry the last time?
I don't know. Lately, when I cry it is for reasons deeper than even I have yet to understand. That is, unless, I am crying because I have laughed so hard. And, lately, that has been often. So, all in all, I am blessed.