Grumbly McGoo

Ahhhh, Christmas. Another one come and gone and I am wishing I could wiggle my nose and just skip over the next part.

I am done with sleeping in other people's houses, on odd bed situations and with rooting around in several bags looking for simple things. I am done with taking everyone around me into consideration when I want to take a bath or walk naked from the fridge to the couch. I am done with have to have hush hush sexual relations with my lovely partner and with guilt trips from relatives. I am done with driving through crap weather all over the country side and with feeling like all my pants are too tight. I am done with my out flow of money exceeding my in flow. I am done with being in limbo.

I am ready for my new life.

Thank God for Leon and my great ability at saving. Thank God for having this apartment all to myself for the next few days. Thank God there isn't anything forcing me to drive through crap weather if I don't want to. Thank God for gym memberships and good friends and the fact that I have such a great sex life that I don't want it to be hush hush. Thank God for the interviews I have set up in January already and for my mother's help with taking care of our abandoned house. Thank God for my MacBook, for the damage deposit that I am owed and for Leon. Oh wait, I think I already said that.

Signing off grumpy but grateful,

Miss Grumbly McGoo