I Need A Manicure

I also need to call Fido and get my bills set up online. I need to not take things so personally and I need to be okay with my boyfriend being so introverted. I need to dance because I miss it, need to go over my script, need to learn more about Flash so I don't have to be so dependent. I need to find that missing T4. I need to embrace tomorrow's ski lesson with an open heart and I need to lose weight. I need to concentrate more on the positive things that ARE working in my life and in my new relationship and I need to reread some of my old blogs from years ago to find out the ways that I might be repeating old patterns. I need to do my next Europe photo gallery and to remind you all to tell me what kind of dog you would be if you were a dog. I need to figure out a method of birth control that doesn't ask me to pump drugs into my body, but leaves me feeling protected and secure. I need to give it some more time before I decide to quit kjkonkin.com and to really sit down and decide if the site is benefiting or taking away from my personal power. I need to keep learning about design softwares, because it is an interest that doesn't go away, but builds in me daily. I need to let go of the past, forgive those that have disappointed me and own up to my half of the responsibility for that which hasn't gone the way I had hoped it would. I need to work on my accent. I need to enjoy the sun that is beating down today. I need to write some more music this summer and invest more in the music that feeds my soul. I need to buy Julia Cameon's new book and start making more time for my personal, spiritual growth and discipline. I need to tell the world how in the last few days I have had all these people from my past suddenly email me to get re-connected! I need to come up with a cool reason as to why I might be manifesting that...I need to drink more water and bleach my whites and get back into taking walks. I need to celebrate all that was wonderful about last year's breakup occuring, if I am ever meant to release it. I need to work on a funny vlog idea that sprang to life last night in Jax's living room. I need to figure out how to compress video files into email-able sizes and damn if I don't need a manicure and a pedicure.

I need to, most of all, stop needing.

Hmmmmm. Ya, need to get on that.