A Note to Any Guy Who I May Potentially Date in the Future

My friend Jessi just left me a hilarious voice message telling me that she would like to set me up with her chiropractor. She then went on to tell me that she has given him my website and he is going to go ahead and take a look. She assured me that she gave the man sterling reviews and raved to me that he was very Krista date-able. The whole thing made me smile until I thought about this guy - and any other brand new guy - reading my blog and being on my site.

Because, let's just say, this site is not New Guy friendly. It was built by my Ex. There is still a photo gallery filled with photos of him entitled 'My Lover'. And my blog...ohgod...as I said in my last post, my blog has been a refuge for all my heartbroken moments and messy 'letting go' journeys. It must be said that If I was a New Guy and I came to kjkonkin.com, I would leave pretty much convinced that this KJ Konkin woman was far from ready to date.

But note to any New Guy that might be reading this: I am ready to date. I will not lie to anyone and pretend that I am ready to jump into a BIG SERIOUS thing right away, because I definitly do have more letting go and healing to do. And I admit that, if after dating we seemed to want to continue, I would choose to go pretty slowly. But that is getting way ahead of the game. I am ready to date. I am ready to spend some fun, easy time with other beautiful souls. I am ready to laugh. I am ready to try again.

When I get a chance to focus on my site instead of pouring countless hours into Ptarmigan's site, I must update it. When I get a chance and maybe an external hard drive and some more RAM.

Until then, forgive my present smeared so crazily with my past. New chapters are being written. I look forward to my future.

Heart broken, yes. Given up on Love?

Don't bet on it.