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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Heat Rash

Well, I have just re-read my last post and am kinda giggling in embarassment at how angry it is. I have to thank everybody who has contacted me re: that post. I am noticing how much reaction I get from my readers whenever I completely expose in rawest form what I am feeling about something, even if it is messy and unattractive. For every single beautiful soul that has offered to beat up Sarah for me - not because you are violent but because you love me soooo much - I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Of course, I would never wish any physical harm to either of Them...maybe just some public humiliation and hard core rejection. LOL.
This man, Mr. Darryl Schreiner, deserves the biggest kudos of them all. He had me peeing my pants on Skype last night as he hurled insult after insult the way of Those That Have Hurt Me and created with humour - as he is so good at doing - a sauve that healed unlike anything else. Thank you, D. If you could believe in yourself and I could believe in myself as much we believe in each other, we would conquer the world. Or, at the very least, we would not be single? Why are we still single again? Too bad we don't want to see each other naked, we could be a great couple.

NOTE: I have heard the cry of so many and have have fixed the silly setting problem that was not allowing y'all to comment on my blogs unless you were part of blogger.com. Stupid setting. All is set up for anyone to comment now, and so, I definitly hope you do.

Strength Within 2006 started yesterday and so far, I couldn't be having a better time. I can't believe I get paid for this!! Up until this moment my 'work' has consisted of swimming twice at Magic Lake, making clay masks and working on glass art, taking part in a drumming circle, jamming with a room full of musicians, eating good food, hiking through forests and arriving at exquisite beaches, wathcing a sun set from a boat house on the ocean and, tonight, after I finish this blog, I get to experience Disc Golfing for the first time. And the week is just getting started! Like I said, I can't believe I get paid for this. The participants, all Cancer Survivors, are these incredibly positive people, enthusiastic for life and extremely kind. The don't take life for granted, I guess. It is inspiriational. Thank God 1000x for this contract. It is saving me on so many levels and in so many ways.

Another funny photo just for the humour of it. This was where I went back in March when the break up occurred. I went to this Girlz Nite Out Spa PJ Party thingy. I wiped away my tears for a few hours, wore pj's, put my hair up in pig tails and sucked on chocolate penises while getting pedicures. I highly recommend it for any woman out there unfortunate enough to fall in love with a self-centered, cruel jerk.

So there it is, the closest thing to porn you will see on this site - beside's Jennie's costume in my Halloween '05 photo gallery - hahahahaha. I am off to play disc golf and 'get back to work'. Angry and happy and tanned and okay for now, this is me signing off...

'til next time.