A New Decade, An Age Old Question

What does this year hold for me?
Will I leave Vancouver?
Will I go back to school?
Will I get to the point where I don't wake up every morning slightly nauseous at the thought that my last relationship was a big joke and I was the punchline?
Will I meet the one that I will choose to grow old with forever and for always?
Will being onstage with Windflower reignite my old feelings for theatre and for the spotlight?
Will I pay off my credit line?
Will my brother be able to wake up from the nightmare that is Megan and find himself safely on a peaceful shore?
Will my mother remain healthy and strong?
Will Shelley become part of the 404 Gang and will Jen really move to Toronto?
Will the Centre hire a great leader?
Will the bedbugs ever totally go away?
Will the thirties really be easier than the twenties like everybody tells me they will?
Will being back on this site inspire me or hurt me?
Will Caitlin and Carman, SJ and Matt, Jennie and Eddie stay together?
Will I ever have sex again?
Will I have to start wearing glasses this year?
Will I have the bravery to love again as completely as I did knowing how totally it can crush me if the person leaves?
Will the pain ever completely disappear?
Will delight be mine again?