Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Randomlings
First off, welcome to the world Ezra Nathan LaFrance. May your stay here have clarity above and beyond human sight and may you be taught that 'normal' is to follow your heart.
Second, blessed be your happiness, Sonia Bee. For you (and all my divorced friends) I celebrate the mind-blowing sex that you are finally having and hope that you will continue to heal the wounds of your own life so that you need not carry them with you onto your next love adventure. It was so good to talk to you! Many moments I mourn the loss of the community I left behind when I said goodbye to Toronto.
On the Toronto note, the rain here in Vancouver is unstoppable. It has rained more than I ever thought humanly possible - day after day after day after day. My house plants are dying from lack of sunlight I believe. It is an even greater feat to stay upbeat and chipper in this weather. I try to remind myself that it is still worth it to be able to wear only a fleece out in the month of January, but holy shmoly, the rain.
For anyone wondering what is up with my relationship - Jordan is still here, we are still planning on going to councelling and, oddly enough, we are quite happy. That being said, I am perfectly aware at what the true scoop is on this partnership and am no longer deluded about our future. I also know that at any moment, he could leave. To be fair, I suppose it is true that at any moment I could also leave. Basically, I am seeing the relationship for what it is, accepting it for what it is and expecting nothing. Not easy, but very freeing. Councelling should be interesting. Should make for some interesting blogs.
Job hunting continues. Enough said about that.
I long for a good book. Something that might uplift and inspire me. Perhaps my next Konkin Question will be a plea for good book requests...any suggestions welcome.
Wanting to teach this year. Somehow, in some capacity. I see more and more clearly how naturally directing, leading, facilitating and teaching come to me. I wonder about applying again for the Saskatchewan Arts tour, or figuring out a way to get tap classes up and running or ... something. I put it out into the universe. Passing on what I know. Teaching. Go.
What else? Applying currently for Emily Carr. Still unsure about the enormity of what that commitment would entail. Ummmm, the Body Shop Coconut Body Scrub is a big disappointment, but the Body Butter rocks. The lock on my trunk is officially shot and will not allow me access. I like my hair short. A good set of underwear can really set the tone for the day. Saw Beauty and the Beast and was swept away like a little girl again enjoying Music Theatre which felt awesome. Dating 101 is in the hands of the entertainment lawyers and, despite what people say, I like brussel sprouts. Toyed with the idea of moving to Calgary when it looked like Jo might be taking off. I could live with Lee, be closer to family, not pay PST. Thing is, I really don't like Alberta. Alberta has the energy of a scrappy little bully on the playground. Still, options are good.
Life is good.
It's allllll good.
Good?
Good.
Second, blessed be your happiness, Sonia Bee. For you (and all my divorced friends) I celebrate the mind-blowing sex that you are finally having and hope that you will continue to heal the wounds of your own life so that you need not carry them with you onto your next love adventure. It was so good to talk to you! Many moments I mourn the loss of the community I left behind when I said goodbye to Toronto.
On the Toronto note, the rain here in Vancouver is unstoppable. It has rained more than I ever thought humanly possible - day after day after day after day. My house plants are dying from lack of sunlight I believe. It is an even greater feat to stay upbeat and chipper in this weather. I try to remind myself that it is still worth it to be able to wear only a fleece out in the month of January, but holy shmoly, the rain.
For anyone wondering what is up with my relationship - Jordan is still here, we are still planning on going to councelling and, oddly enough, we are quite happy. That being said, I am perfectly aware at what the true scoop is on this partnership and am no longer deluded about our future. I also know that at any moment, he could leave. To be fair, I suppose it is true that at any moment I could also leave. Basically, I am seeing the relationship for what it is, accepting it for what it is and expecting nothing. Not easy, but very freeing. Councelling should be interesting. Should make for some interesting blogs.
Job hunting continues. Enough said about that.
I long for a good book. Something that might uplift and inspire me. Perhaps my next Konkin Question will be a plea for good book requests...any suggestions welcome.
Wanting to teach this year. Somehow, in some capacity. I see more and more clearly how naturally directing, leading, facilitating and teaching come to me. I wonder about applying again for the Saskatchewan Arts tour, or figuring out a way to get tap classes up and running or ... something. I put it out into the universe. Passing on what I know. Teaching. Go.
What else? Applying currently for Emily Carr. Still unsure about the enormity of what that commitment would entail. Ummmm, the Body Shop Coconut Body Scrub is a big disappointment, but the Body Butter rocks. The lock on my trunk is officially shot and will not allow me access. I like my hair short. A good set of underwear can really set the tone for the day. Saw Beauty and the Beast and was swept away like a little girl again enjoying Music Theatre which felt awesome. Dating 101 is in the hands of the entertainment lawyers and, despite what people say, I like brussel sprouts. Toyed with the idea of moving to Calgary when it looked like Jo might be taking off. I could live with Lee, be closer to family, not pay PST. Thing is, I really don't like Alberta. Alberta has the energy of a scrappy little bully on the playground. Still, options are good.
Life is good.
It's allllll good.
Good?
Good.
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