Monday, April 04, 2005
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I'm home.
And i am sitting in my awsome, comfy little apartment with little white lights twinking in my Fiscus trees while i blog on my iBook and the man of my dreams frowns at his fellow Mac. Outside, Grouse Mountain is all lit up and the air smells like damp cedar. In a domestic moment, i have cooked us a soggy supper that conspicuously sits uneaten beside The Boyfriend and my bags are safely stowed back into the hall closet declaring that i am back to stay.
Today i used up the last of my Starbucks giftcard and sipped a Tazo Calm on my way back to 20/20. I spent the day training someone else to change the fax toner while i dreamed about my potential Colorado trip in May while laxidazically glancing at the Help Wanted Ads. Strangely, i listened to a voice message asking me to help someone organize their financial affairs and get them ready for The Tax Deadline which i thought was fascinating for a girl who, a year ago, lived with and off her mother. Kim Soo brought up, again, the idea of taking over Melissa's maternity leave which would see me in a big office doing alot of MBA way-over-my-head type things. Considering this, i took off for lunch only to realize i left not only my Winnie The Pooh pj's in Toronto but my DEBIT CARD. Paid for lunch with my Visa.
But here is where the climax is: getting home from work.
Checking my account to research my card loss, i find my tax return has been deposited. With a couple simple clicks i then accomplished something that i have been waiting YEARS to accomplish. I PAID OFF THE FINAL REMAINING AMOUNT ON MY STUDENT LOAN. Done. The End. Paid off. It is gone. Gone with a life in theatre i hardly remember loving, let alone missing. $25,000 plus about $8000 on my credit cards and now the only debt i am looking at is paying off my iBook.
This, i am thinking, is heaven.
That AND seeing Jordan naked.
That AND seeing Jordan naked AND having Jennie move to Vancouver.
Belinda was right, it IS a place on earth....
Ooooooooooo, baby.
And i am sitting in my awsome, comfy little apartment with little white lights twinking in my Fiscus trees while i blog on my iBook and the man of my dreams frowns at his fellow Mac. Outside, Grouse Mountain is all lit up and the air smells like damp cedar. In a domestic moment, i have cooked us a soggy supper that conspicuously sits uneaten beside The Boyfriend and my bags are safely stowed back into the hall closet declaring that i am back to stay.
Today i used up the last of my Starbucks giftcard and sipped a Tazo Calm on my way back to 20/20. I spent the day training someone else to change the fax toner while i dreamed about my potential Colorado trip in May while laxidazically glancing at the Help Wanted Ads. Strangely, i listened to a voice message asking me to help someone organize their financial affairs and get them ready for The Tax Deadline which i thought was fascinating for a girl who, a year ago, lived with and off her mother. Kim Soo brought up, again, the idea of taking over Melissa's maternity leave which would see me in a big office doing alot of MBA way-over-my-head type things. Considering this, i took off for lunch only to realize i left not only my Winnie The Pooh pj's in Toronto but my DEBIT CARD. Paid for lunch with my Visa.
But here is where the climax is: getting home from work.
Checking my account to research my card loss, i find my tax return has been deposited. With a couple simple clicks i then accomplished something that i have been waiting YEARS to accomplish. I PAID OFF THE FINAL REMAINING AMOUNT ON MY STUDENT LOAN. Done. The End. Paid off. It is gone. Gone with a life in theatre i hardly remember loving, let alone missing. $25,000 plus about $8000 on my credit cards and now the only debt i am looking at is paying off my iBook.
This, i am thinking, is heaven.
That AND seeing Jordan naked.
That AND seeing Jordan naked AND having Jennie move to Vancouver.
Belinda was right, it IS a place on earth....
Ooooooooooo, baby.
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